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Tree of Life




A feeling of emptiness,

amidst laugher and joy,

it feels so hollow;

deep down inside,

as my mind drifts away

to a world full of dreams

and unimaginable possibilites;

as I stare listlessly into this matrix,

the beating of my heart reverberates through my soul,

emotions trying to take control and I

realize I am running on empty;

exhausted, I try not to think,

as the clouds pass by, I wonder if

this tree of life has ceased to have a meaning;

as the battle to live goes on,

in silence I sit in the shadows,

for the scars to fade away and

paint my dreams afresh...

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